Wah lao eh.
I thought I had a really good run with no berserker rages since September.
Dammit man really upset with myself but I felt compelled to document this so I remind myself what a gambler I am.
Maybe lately work has been stressful.
I know it’s no excuse but still.
Last night just decided to find my IG Markets account and played Knock In/Knock Out options on Nasdaq100 until I lost whatever I funded.
Really like a casino.
Ended up losing 4K.
Not as much as the last few rages and thankfully my last couple months have been super profitable but this quick loss still hurts.
But still.
Always wake up beating myself over why I’m so reckless.
Let this rage be the last for 2023 and hopefully none in 2024!
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